Monday, September 20, 2010

I am Alone

I am alone
In my room
With my thoughts

Where are the people who I call friends?
Where are the people I thought I could trust?
Where are the people who said they cared about me?

My conversations have turned shallow
I don’t want you to see what I am struggling with
I don’t think you have noticed the wall I’ve built up around me

Don’t expect me to trust you
You’ve ripped me apart
You have crossed lines that shouldn’t have been crossed

You tell me what I’m doing wrong
Without trying to understand where I’m coming from
I’m done listening to you not approving of the decisions I make

Don’t expect things to be like they were
Because we are both different people now
And I have learned from the past, and will not make the same mistake twice

I still love you
But I don’t want to be hurt by you anymore
So I will just put a smile on my face

slowly fade away

and still be alone