Pens and Pencils

Dear God,

I’ve given you the pen

To write my love story

It was easy giving it to you

Because I don’t like pens

Pens are too permanent

I prefer pencils

While you have been holding the pen

I have been holding onto my pencils

And I’ve found myself dreaming

Doodling and erasing 

Thinking, no damage has been done

Nothings permanent, it will erase

But I see now

That’s not the point

It’s not my life

But yours

It’s about waiting and trust

Not wanting and lust

So I will give you my pencils

With my doodles and dreams

And trust that you

Will write my love story

*Found this today. written 5/2/2011